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About Me Member Emotional Poet Leon1924/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Febuary 4th 2008

Mon Feb 4, 2008, 5:08 AM
It's 7 am, and I am sitting here wondering WTF?? See I have this habit of not trusting people for one reason or another - though most likely it is from me. My inability to trust people have really wrecked many of my relationship's... And it will most likely wreck the one I am in right now. How do I stop it?? I don't know and if you do - please let me know. I was once told that to trust other people you need to trust yourself. Well I believe that I do trust myself, so why do I have such a hard time trusting anyone else. I firmly believe that my inability to trust people will lead me to a life where I am all alone and don't have anyone because I pushed them all away.... so now what??

Anyway, it get's harder, then easier, then harder, then easier, now it's at a point where I question everything - even things I know to be true. Why?? WTF, I don't know. I just hope that I can deal with this thing before it destroys the only good thing I feel I have in my life.

  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: Screaming inside my head
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Coffee and cigarettes

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  • Current Residence: Minnesota
  • Interests: Music - All kinds - Writing, poetry, Taoism
  • Favourite movie: Boondock Saints
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Too many to name.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Lao Tsu
  • Operating System: XP
  • Wallpaper of choice: Bleach
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy 3 ( or 6 depending on who you ask)
  • Favourite gaming platform: Super Nintendo
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ichigo
  • Personal Quote: a pale horse. And his name, that sat on him, was Death. And Hell followed with him.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen and Paper

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:iconmonocot:
hey :D you were online but you werent talking. It made me sad. Lol.
:poke: be more active. I wanna chat with joo
:glomp: :hug:

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:iconleon19:
Sorry - I can't remember what I was thinking --- dumb ass leon... well anyway thanks for the concern - I work a lot and have been spending alot of time at my house - where I don't have internet - so e-mail me or leave me a message and I will sure get back to you. Thanks for checkin in... :typerhappy: :glomp:

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:iconopti72:
thanks for the fave ;-)

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:iconbananabird:
thank you for your wonderful and kind words!
:hug:

Big Hugs,
Theresa

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:iconjohnrey54:
Thanks for the watch.

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:iconleon19:
your a good photographer - can't help it. You make it easy.

:typerhappy:

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Leon - The shadow of the day, will embrace the world in gray...
:iconbananabird:
Hey Leon!

Thank you so much for the :+fav: on Simple things make you smile !!! and also a big :hug: for the :+devwatch:!
:hug:

Take Care,
Theresa

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:iconleon19:
I can't help it - when I see talent so blatently - it just hit's, your gonna be somethin good.

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Leon - The shadow of the day, will embrace the world in gray...
:iconmimichan86:
thanks for the fav ^^

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Dad says: Stay home and do something
Mom says: It okay to drink, as long as you don't overdo it
Dad says: Absolutely NO alcohol!
Mom says: It's okay if you get pregnant
Dad says: Do not have sex with any boy!
jeez.
:iconsinisha-nela:
thanks for the favs !

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